I had a comment today, from someone I love, that I’ve decided not to post. It’s not because the comment made is not valid, because it is. It’s just that this is my personal blog where I choose the subject to write about and I choose to write my feelings here.
The separation between my husband and myself is difficult - and has caused a great deal of pain. I don’t point blame because there’s enough blame for the failure of our marriage - for both of us. I choose not to write about the reasons for the separation here, because I feel that it’s a very private matter between just the two of us and don’t feel it appropriate to share it with others.
I want to say that my husband is a good man with a huge heart! That has never been an issue, but that’s all I’m going to say! I want the very best for him always.
I don’t write about his pain and his difficulties because I don’t live it! I live with my own - and that’s all I can manage to deal with now. I was the one to leave our home - but it was a choice made after a lot of thought, a lot of crying, time spent in prayer, trying to find a reason to belive that things would be better - I still came to the same conclusion.
I certainly am not without blame! What I hold onto now is God’s love and his mercy. I, too, am alone. I, too, am in pain. We are still married, but living apart and I don’t know what the future holds. Only God knows and I believe that He will guide me in the direction and down the paths that are right.
In His Love and Blessings
annb
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